Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Addicted to ...:P

once cess tagged me into this...i have to write 5things which i am addicted to...but i have more then 5 heeheh....ookok i dont want to break the rule :)..



1.Family

Yes ....family comes for in every ascept :)...the reason y i quit my job in bangalore and come back here is because i dont want to miss my family more....u know i need people to be around me so much ...i cant be lonely or my alter ego starts working out ....so family for me is more then anything ....this is the first thing i am addicted :)..

2.Blogging

heheh...yeh the most interesting addicted thing...blogging is more then addiction it has given me more friends ...it has made me a celebrity :P..lol..just kiddin ...it has made me more then a celebrity ....it has made me a friend....and i am happy to be the friend whom everyone likes...:)...so i am addicted to blogging where it gave me lot of inspirations and made me a poet to :)..


3.Friends

i begin with my day with family ...continue my day with friends :)....friends make my day happy sad anger frustrated ...pretty much everything :)...there are soo many friends who are sweet hearts cant name them all....my friends shower so much love i am very great ful to them all...i never had enough chance to thank them all ....i wish to make them special gifts :)...



4 Beach

since i stay opp beach i am soo addicted to it....the cool breeze it gives when i take a walk in the evening is so awesome...the mornin sun rise is worth more then anything :)...u could kill me for that :P hehe..i love the long rides i have with friends on the beach road its pretty awesome :)...so come to my place and i will defineltely give u a big ride on the beach road



5 Seven

heheh u must have not understood what i said here...its the number seven....yes there are lot of things in my life which have number seven in them...i have changed 5 cell numbers till now from 5 years...every cell number ends with 7 ....and i am perticular abt it....my employee id is 826=8+2+6=16=1+6=7 heheeh...my bike number is 4642.....my previous car number is 313....my birthday day comes to a total of seven....my god if i go on saying there would be more then 1000 sevens in this post :)....

The First 5 people in the comments should be doing this tag :)...have a gr8 week friends :)..Cess now i hope u know wat i am addicted to now :P....

5 point something

5 things i am addicted today ..

1.check my emails ..
2.blog ofcourse.
3.watch a movie ..
4. bike ride..long one may be..
5.walk on beach..

urs..hemu..

Saturday, February 14, 2009

LOVE is LOST but never DEAD…..



He was looking at the sea which was quite as baby sleeping in her cradle .Memories were flashing before his eyes; he could see the smile of her beautiful face. Some Unforgettable memories came by his eyes as if it happened just before some moments ago ……the memories consists of the first time he met her, the first time he spoke to her ,the first ice cream they had, the first valentines gift ,the big hug ….

Suddenly a fast breeze brings him back to reality …he picks up a card from the pile of papers beside him; even though he read the card a thousand times his eyes are ready to read it yet again…he starts reading it

I LOVE YOU

I find it to be the most beautiful thing in the whole universe...This may be my final letter to you... by the time you read this letter I may not be in your arms to feel warmth .I am sorry I was not able to convince my parents …I was not able to make them agree about our love …I had to compromise myself to marry Kumar :( … my parents would suicide If I had not agreed to marry him … I am feeling guilty and not even able to say a sorry to u… don’t try to reach me GOODBYE….

Urs..Litika..

After reading this letter his eyes were filled with tears once again and controlling his emotions… the thoughts again go back into the days when he got this letter in 2007 … with anger filled in him…frustrated about himself he leaves the town to go to away from memories to Bangalore…. Where he gets a good job but he never is able to forget her ..he could not get close to any other girl … the thoughts kill his sleep and make him more teary …but anger on her makes him little strong … on feb 10th 2008 he gets a call …it’s her voice is very low …she says she is calling from a hospital in Hyderabad..and wanted to see him…He does not ask any questions but catches the next flight on 11 th to reach her…the flight journey which was 1 hr seem to him like taking ages to reach her and feeling that some force stopping him to go… when he reaches the hospital …he is told that she is in the ICU…he goes into ICU and see’s her …she is changed a lot…she is become like a dead person …he was full of tears …slowly she opens her eyes to find him crying…she gives a small smile…it’s the same one ..the dimple on her cheek … and it’s like sunshine from the sea :)….he sits beside her…she talks in a very low tone…

“I am sorry ra……I lied to you about me getting married…I have a heart disease …my heart was not able to take all the love you were giving to me…it can stop at any moment…I was not brave enough to tell u the truth …I was afraid u wud be lost if u knew the truth …I wanted u to change the mind on me be angry on me and start hating me … but time dint change ur mind..u dint forget me …I came to know all this through ur cousin who is working in the same company…I thought u wud like someone in my place…but u never took anyone in my place…u shed tears for me daily…I wanted to take promise from u atleast before I leave this world…I wanted u to get married … “

He see’s into her eyes with tears still flowing …

“Yes I want u to get married …I want u to live a beautiful life… u are the best lover and frnd anyone can have…u complete the happiness …I want u to make a promise that u wud get married soon …”

He keeps his hand in hers and says yes I PROMISE

Then with a small smile she points at a gift which is wrapped in color paper…she says “ I want u to open this on the valentine’s day …that is the day we first met 3 years back…open it at the place we first met..”

She says “I Love You Ra “and slowly goes into sleep and never to open her eyes again…

With the heart which is broken into pieces and shattered like a glass he leaves to the place where they first met to open the gift which she left him ….

A alarm from the watch makes him come to reality again ….it says 12 am 14th feb …he starts unwrapping the gift …he finds..a photo album….he opens the first page to find a big message…

TO My Sweet Heart

He turns the page to utter shock he finds a photo of his childhood…and a picture of him which was taken secretly …and lot of pics which he even does not remember…then a small paper falls of the album…

It says “ This was the surprise I wanted to give u last year on the valentine’s day…these pics are the memories I lived with u…the childhood pic I stole from ur home the last time I had argument with u …the only biggest surprise will be the second pic ..This picture I secretly took when I dint even meet you for the first time…U were not only the one who fell in love at first sight … I dint know how to approach u …but u approached me on the valentine’s day …and the rest u know…Love ever Litika..

His eyes were uncontrollable of tears …he fell on the ground with the letter still in his hands…and love lost forever…

Distance in the sky between the stars he saw a small smile disappearing forever…and never to return back….

LOVE is LOST but never DEAD…..

Happy Valentines Day Friends :)... This post is dedicated to all the people who lost love :)...and to the kid keshi rote in her post ...:)...


5 Point something

5 movies i love to see today

1.Titanic

2.If Only

3.P.S. I Love You

4.Name Sake

5.Kuch Kuch Hota Hai

urs..hemu..

Thursday, February 12, 2009

143

well i am not going to make this post much difficult for u to read...since valentines day is around the corner ...i just wanted to know what love is....i just ask a simple question which u should answer ...

What's Valentines Day in Ur View...?


My View..: dont just love your gal/guy just on valentines day ...try to love them all the 365 days :)..its just a day like any other day...
Happy Birthday to Yamini :)..

people who missed out my interview check it out in the previous post :)...

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Q & A

Interviewing never comes naturally to me. But I bagged the opportunity to ask my blogger friend, Hemanth a few questions. I hope his readers will be delighted to read the post. I’m impressed with his five-point something series and I’ll follow that.

Hemanth, congrats for blogging consistently. I must ask you this- why do you blog?

I was asked this question lot of times by many people ....i never thought of answering it perfectly until now ....before answering i had to tell some things....in 2007 when i was in bangalore i was quite lonely most of the time...i used to spend the time on orkut...it was like i was totally addicted to orkut 24/7..i made many friends through it...many people came to know me and i came to know different sets of people ...i dont know how i spoke to them but most people used to share their frustration to me then the happiness..at a time my brain stopped working i was totally lost...then was time i deleted every link to orkut i had...i dint regret of delting because i created many communities which have more then 5k people now...i handed all those to frnds i knew....then 2007 december was the last month of my working in bangalore ...since i decided i wanted to go back to my home town ...i was in no mood to work as it was the final month....i was in the blogging from 2006 only as i use to review movies and games for some sites...in dec i decided to blog for myself...my own blog where i can put my feeling's out...i dint knew i could be in here for so long...only few supported me to blog in the beginning :)..now i had made so many friends :) i am happy about it ...now let be brief it i blog to control my emotions :) and let out my feeling's :)..


I often find you being extremely sensitive and emotional. Do you think it to be a boon or bane? And why so?

its both....let me explain...

boon: tears speak lot of things anwesa...they tell u that the heart is in pain...they tell u that ur emotions are weak...being senti helps u lot of times......one more advantage of being senti is u dont have to supress ur heart from controlling the emotions...u can just let them out...i dont feel shame to let my tears out...

bane: over emotional leads to anger.... i had to control is my anger...sometimes out of uncontrollable emotions i become angry that leads to lot of distruction...i broke many things when i am angry ...the only thing is lappy i dint break :P

If you were let off on an island with only one thing, what would it be?

peace...yes i love to take peace with me....u know being lonely the devil in my brain starts his work shop....and he is quick in making some nasty decisions...so when i am alone the whole island like in Cast away movie...i want peace and i want it to be my friend forever :)...may be i will find some foot ball to draw a face and make a new frnd :P..heheh :)..so say cheese to peace :)..


Do you ever regret of anything you did? If yes,please share it with us.

i regret that not having a girl friend heheeh...the other things i have most of the things i have in my mind...and i have loads of friends who love me for what i am ....valentines day is on the row...so may be i will find one :P hehe :)...

Will you blog lifelong?

firstly wat is life long...we never know what my life span is ...it does not mean i am dying or something...but i am prepared for anything :)...believe it or not i have made a post which i have drafted and change the date every month...in case some thing happens...i just wanted to be with u guys as long as i can ...i never want to quit...and i want to spread happiness and see the smiles on your beautiful faces.. smile happily .have some of these pills :)..

The above interview was done by my blogger friend Anwesa :)...

urs..hemu..

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Hugs







These are the pics i got from my friend swati...these were sent to me when i was feeling so low about something....she always sends me lots of hugs :)...its soo sweet of her :)...i just wanted to show them now as i was feeling little low...wanted to see these pics and smile again...arent they beautiful....thnks so much swati....and i also wanted to share posts by keshi in which she wrote about out friendship...u can check that here and here :)..Thank u so much keshi...thnks for being my frnd in all times...Mean while its birthday of Menon....Happy budday buddy ...have a gr8 day and send me a cake wont u :)...

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Lone

I sometimes feel so lone
feel nothing in my tone
everything seems to be gone
there seem to be none

but friendship brings the hope
they tie around the big rope
their love makes us more important then the pope

they make us fly like a dove
always giving the Jove
making the life move
and tell us there is always love

This is post reply to smriti(dolls) and keshi as both are feeling little low at this time..i just want to see the smile back...so cheer up ..i am here to make u smile :)..

Have a beautiful Sunday guys :)...smile a lot....

i may point a 5 pointer or quote from now on wards so have fun :)..

Hemu's Quote :i could not concentrate on work as i am busy building a palace with the pearls from ur smiles...

I dedicate this post to every blogger friend of mine...guys i am always there..:)...and the quote i dedicate to all the beautiful and cute blogger girls :)..

urs..hemu..

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Happy Weekend




I have nothing to send
any ideas u can lend
meanwhile decide on things which are pend
and will try to mend
no thoughts so words come to an end
have a gr8 weekend

5 point something

5 things for weekend
1.Beach
2.New movies
3.write a rhyme
4.ice cream :P
5.write pending emails

urs..hemu..

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Happy Birthday Aayushi


Happy Birthday Sis I almost forgot about it :)...but its not late...so have a big blast....and dont forget to send me a big cake :)..

Please dont forget to read the post below of my Hyderabad trip :)....

even read smriti's take of our shopping trip here

Hyderabad :)

Hyderabad Day 1
30-01-09

I was so tired to sit in the train for more then 14 hrs...it was damn boring....could not see the outside as it was a ac one ...but made some frnds over there to ...a guy and a gal....the gal was junior in the college..well i dint know that :P...it was nice talkin to her...came to know lot of things in the hyd software and to be careful with gals over there :P...the guy was a graphic designer ...he is working for some movies...well i asked him to help me...when i make a movie :P....

at last in the morning at 10 37 i put my foot on the platform :P....i had to meet my uncle by 2 so ...it was all rush for me to go to another uncles house and get ready and travel 20 km ...wow it was damn hot that day...:P...i completed my meeting by 3 and returned by 4 to tarnaka my uncle's place were i am goin to stay for the rest of my trip in hyd :p...and i was soo tired with the roaming of 2 hrs that i wanted to rest for a while...but my uncles kids came home from school and started pinging me :D....so i had to get of the bed to play cricket with them..(gully Cricket :P)...and i am so lazy to hit the ball it always used to pass me off :)...it was fun playing with them as they started cheating me as i was poor in cricket knowledge ..:D..At 6 i got call from one of my aunts to come to their home ....ufff...(everyone knows i am here :(..)..then as it was walkable distance only i got over there...and the fun started abt my marriage..:P...lol...they were asking abt what kinda gal i want..well i said i have no knowledge abt gals and cant decide who can be perfect for me :P....it was a long chat till 830 then suddenly i remembered that neha sent me a sms to come online at 730 to talk something imp :)...then i rush back to switch on the computer to go online and check my mails after 7 days ...my goD there were more mails then i expected :(...got nice scolding from neha as i came late :P:D...then told some frnds that i was in hyd and put a status in facebook and orkut abt it :)..then made a plan for the shopping on saturday ...i was also excited as i was going to meet dolls(smriti)...:)...then i went to sleep at around 12 after watching a movie :P...

Hyderabad Day 2
31-01-09


u know i follow a strict rule ...:P...sleep late wake up late..heheh...since i got addicted to blogging i was waking up a little early :)...but new place so i had to wake up around 7 30 ..i was still feeling so lazy that i started playing game boy on the bed itself ....yeh the game was spiderman :)...i got ready by 9 o clock :)...and then i got message from dolls saying she wud be late and coming after 10 30 ...i was sad that it wud become more late ;(....but i think at some thing around 11 she came to place near by ...:)...i was soo happy she could make it to the place..:)..and she got on my bike...(my uncles bike actually )..then i went like half kilometer then suddenly a wagon R car stopped i dint think much to hold on the brake and gave a big dash to it ...the bumper got a crack...well the owner of car was generous enough that he dint get down out of the car to get me to the police...:P...but what shocked me more was a big scream from dolls..:P..she shouted like "Hems Is this what u call driving " i was damn scared :P...from then i drove the bike as a new leaner ...at times she got annoyed by my slow driving...i was not even crossing 40 km/hr :P...first we went around tirumulagerry ...where there were many outlets :)...it was so fun shopping...well half the things i picked dolls hated :P heheh...then after 2 hrs of shopping we went to ASrao nagar...where more outlets were there..and suddenly i get a call from archana :P..heheh...she does not believe that i am shopping with help of dolls..i give of the ph to dolls and it was archana's turn to get shocked :D...hahah...well i know reading this also she might be scolding me :P....after another hr of shopping we went to domino's pizza :)..then i called up neha to suprise her...well when i gave the ph to dolls they spoke to each other abt things and invited each other to thier cities forgetting all abt me :(....:P...then at around 4.30 we returned to the place where we met and dolls scolded me :P tat she has to take 14 kms bac to her house and she wil be damn tired abt it ;(...then i took one pic with dolls :)...after that i returned home happily..:)...well that dint end ..as it was weekend some of my class mates came over to the place i was there and it was fun walking in the park and talking abt old things in college :)...i dint even know how the time passed to 9 ...well at last so happy and tired i rest for the Sunday to begin :)..


Hyderabad Day 3
01-02-09

Sunday :P..i always get up late on sunday ...it was already 9 and i was still feeling so lazy abt getting up and goin to more shopping :P...one of my cousin came up around 11 and we got to visit the city...i have been to tank bund...then the IMax ..IMax was sort of boring because every time its the same as i watched all the 4d shows it had ..:)..then i went up to central :)..there the shopping continued ...i had bought some 5 pairs from central ,life style shoppers stop...it was like they had vast variety and the height was the problem :P..heheh...i visited lot of my orkut friends and it was nice talking to them all :)....some friends was the first time i met :)...i travel led around the city for like 100kms and i became sooo tired..and came in the evenin around 6 and went of to bed even without eating much things ...:)...then i was woken around 10 by my aunt so i can bite something ...and then i watched some movies till 1 and then slept off so well to leave hyd the next day..:)..

Hyderabad Day 4
02-02-09

i got up in cab at 9 30 to get to the airport ..it was little sad i was leaving so soon ..:(...but the travel to airport was so lengthy that i got so many people into my mind thinking which made me happy....i remembered a mail by keshi...where she said " i just am mailing u as i remembered u " so sweet of her...and swati...who sent me so many pics of hugs saying she is always there..cess..who always scolds me to be confident heheh...vani my doc friend from sri lanka..who once said "i am sweet" she is also a sweet heart...well i remembered everyone without forgetting them to this life...at 10 45 i reached the airport..and i was waiting to get on the plane to go back and be with my family :)....i waited for an hr after i checked in and i was constantly on the ph talking to all my frnds in hyd saying i was leaving and will surely visit some i missed out this time...at around 12 15 the flight started up and i just fell in sleep and woke up in half hr to see the beautiful beach underneath the plane...its soo pleasant as if there was a storm coming to ruin the loneliness its experiencing :)..i took some pics from the plane itself to show the beautiful coast line :)...at 1:15 back on the vizag road ...it was good to be back at home :)..


Vizag Day 5
03-02-09

wanted to blog the whole thing :(...but was not able to rite with bad mood..:P...but started writing it ..:)..

Vizag Day6
04-02-09

was happy reading keshi's post first thing in the mornin :)...it made feel the happiness of heart and know abt my inner self and control it....and know that friendship stands some ascepts in life :)...

i thought for sure i will complete to post this in my blog :)...and started to complete it after a ph call from nithin :P...and it is 12 39 as i am writing this last word

Vizag Day 7
05-02-09

I am posting this after correcting some spelling mistakes :P...


5 point something

5 things that made me happy in hyderabad

1.meeting smriti
2.getting so many cloths
3.meeting my high school and orkut friends..
4.playing cricket with kids..:P
5.visiting many of cousins houses :)...

urs..hemu..