Friday, October 24, 2008

I wish


I wish i could go back as a child
nothing to worry and open air to glid
and a big green park to slide..

i wish i could go back in time
to see my self licking the lime :P
and fighting over for a dime ..

i wish i could go back as the naughty guy
who tries to spead lot of joy
and not be the silly boy...



I am sorry i was away for a little time ...here is a reason...i met with an accident(a bike accident)..nothing actually broke in me...but i had a bad impression on my mind which i cud not take it away ...somethings happen today morning i am really sad abt it...

i try few kidding jokes with a friend and she takes it as i am negative...and guys i to am a normal guy i to have blues..it does not mean i am always negative...when i am putting some jokes it like i am negative and mean guy...if they say the same thing they r just kiddin withe me...its happening like chain...every time i try to kid somethin happens...

one thing which hurt me very badly "u never valued my words" she said this a left me alone again...i value ur words friend...but u never left me a choice to explain my sentence...i try hard to explain and u take it as i am negative..

"Y DO U THINK SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT OTHERS FEEL ABOUT U" i dont feel bad wen others think abt me...i only feel bad when a close friend who knows abt me soo well thinks something bad...

I Wish i could change back to a kid and never grow up to know anything :(

45 comments:

Keshi said...

Hemz u dun hv to wish changing back into a kid, cos u ARE a kid lol!


Accident? I hope all is ok now? TC mate!


**...i only feel bad when a close friend who knows abt me soo well thinks something bad.


if ur friend is GENUINELY close to u, they wont think something BAD abt u.


Keshi.

V. Archana said...

i second keshi,but don't take people so much to heart.
i don't think your friend wud be angry on you now,its all situational coz sometimes even i dont get ur jokes right ;)

Hemanth Potluri said...

@keshi..

i am kid :O...lol :P..

its ok...came over it...first accident in my life..so had a little shock...

**if ur friend is GENUINELY close to u, they wont think something BAD abt u.

yeh..but some times they feel i am always negative..:(...that makes me sad and become negative again :(..

urs.hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@archana

**but don't take people so much to heart.

i wont take strangers to heart but frnds i take...:(..

**i don't think your friend wud be angry on you now,its all situational coz sometimes even i dont get ur jokes right ;)

may be i am a bad joker to be :P..lol...yeh i had to explain u that i am kiddin :P..

urs..hemu..

Keshi said...

**its ok...came over it...first accident in my life..so had a little shock...


Hemz my first accident was ME..me born into this world. u know why, my mum said it was an accident - an unplanned pregnancy. Seriously lol!



**but some times they feel i am always negative..:(...that makes me sad and become negative again


ok there r things that can be true here.

either u r

1. really negative all the time, so they r trying to tell u the truth so u'll change for the better, FOR YOUR OWN GOOD


or

2. they r just not in a good state to deal with u at the moment. Hemz everyone has probs so when a friend comes n tells all his probs all the time, sometimes they may get annoyed. cos they too hv probs u know.


So like I always told ya, dun depend on others for ur emotional stability. Just find a friend in YOU. that way u'll always be happy, like me :)


Keshi.

Cinderella said...

Friends are friends - they're their to tell show you the way, the real you. A genuine fren who is close to you wil always be honest with you.

If your fres constantly feel you are negative then perhaps you should back and think abouit n talk it out to them instead of clogging up n becoming more negative.

No one is perfect, neither you nor me. The only way we can be better persons is by being open with us frens who we know, that they know us and wil help us n our growth as a person.

Lucifer said...

if dat fren is genuine she will understand...n if she doesnt then she never was a fren

Arunima said...

ohh Hemanth u sound so nostalgia.
Hope u r fine post accident.
Take care n jst be happy.
Senti post!!!

Aparna said...

nice post. i dont know whome did you consider here but overall its good..

even i wish to be a kid again and wish i never know anything and never grew older to understand anything.

aparna

Hemanth Potluri said...

@keshi


**. u know why, my mum said it was an accident - an unplanned pregnancy. Seriously lol!

hahah....lol...anyways i thank that acident so much to find ya :)....

**really negative all the time, so they r trying to tell u the truth so u'll change for the better, FOR YOUR OWN GOOD

no not always..every one has blues keshi...so some times it takes sometime to come out of it thats all
..hey i have a funny side too...just u have to catch him :P..

**they r just not in a good state to deal with u at the moment. Hemz everyone has probs so when a friend comes n tells all his probs all the time, sometimes they may get annoyed. cos they too hv probs u know.


yeh
i know that..some times...i to listen to thier probs to solve them out and they to have blues wer i cant pour them with my problems :)..

**So like I always told ya, dun depend on others for ur emotional stability. Just find a friend in YOU. that way u'll always be happy, like me :)

it was not like that ..but i tried to explain and she mistook me thats all and everything is ok rite now..and yeh i found the hemanth part 2 already he is busy flirting :P...lol..

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@cindy

**Friends are friends - they're their to tell show you the way, the real you

truly said cindy..loved the words u said :)...

**If your fres constantly feel you are negative then perhaps you should back and think abouit n talk it out to them instead of clogging up n becoming more negative.

yeh thats true...its not completely i am blue :)..sometimes only.. trying to show all the hemanth part 2 soon :)...

**No one is perfect, neither you nor me. The only way we can be better persons is by being open with us

yes cindy being open is always cool..it lets out the negative effects into trash


urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@mayz...

she is genuine yaar...because i got the call immediately and she mistook me :)..anyways its always happy ending tho :)...i have so many genuine mates :)..

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@arunima

***nostalgia

hhehe thats the senti part of me :)..

**Hope u r fine post accident

doing fine look i am bogging instead of sleeping :P..

**Senti post!!!

lol :P...just see the other side of coin..the rock post of poem :P...

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@aparna

thnks appu..
:)...

**nice post. i dont know whome did you consider here but overall its good.

no one yaar i thought myself to become the child and some senti moments thats all :)..


**even i wish to be a kid again and wish i never know anything and never grew older to understand anything.

welcome to the gang :)..hehe..

urs..hemu..

Anonymous said...

hai..u are doing well...........now........
couldn't reply.........kind of trying to sleep and saving the mobile balance :) two tough tasks
So..and hey./be fine........there.......
Hope u are feeling fine by now

Priya Joyce said...

hey it sumtymes happens in friendship dude...juss try and forgiv tat frnd..

I know ur buddy didn't meen to hurt u
hey can nyone think to hurt such a sweet frnd..
:)

Hemanth Potluri said...

@aparna

welcome back ....i am doin good now..and so ur doin 2 tough taks which r nearly impossible :P...hehe...i sort of got confused with ur dots r they fill in the blanks for me :P..hehe..i will be good and do good..appu thnks for passin by in ur busy schedule too :)..

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@priya

thnks dear :D..

**hey it sumtymes happens in friendship dude...juss try and forgiv tat frnd..

no need anymore got the call from ehr and everything is fine now :)...


**I know ur buddy didn't meen to hurt u

yo i know it yaar :)....

**hey can nyone think to hurt such a sweet frnd..
:)

who is that sweet friend :P..lol..i dont have ants around me :)...

urs..hemu..

Arv said...

Hey dude,

take it easy... we all go through it mate... and friends would understand eventually...

Dont worry mate..

take care, be safe... cheers...

Preetilata【ツ】 said...

beautiful touchy poem.

me too wish to go back to my childhood days.

accident?? .. now are u fine Hemu??

it's really sad that one of ur close firnd has misunderstood u. but i hope all will be fine soon.

now cheer up boy :) aftr all u r our hemu too :D

take care :)

Hemanth Potluri said...

@arv

thnks mate :)...yeh i had a long ph with her and everything is normal now :)..

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@preeti

**beautiful touchy poem.

thnks dear :)....

**accident?? .. now are u fine Hemu??

yeh i am soo cool actually bloggin heheh :P..

**it's really sad that one of ur close firnd has misunderstood u. but i hope all will be fine soon.

nopes now everything is normal and back on track just rocking as always ..yooo...heheh :P...

**now cheer up boy :) aftr all u r our hemu too :D

heheh...thats soo sweet words to say preeti dear :)...thnks soo much :)..

urs..hemu..

Unknown said...

how are u now hemu????

hope everything is fine..... and how abt that frnd... is everything fine with both of u now???? i hope it is.....

by the way nice post this time too.... a wish i always had.... to be child again....

i loved ur poem this time to

Aneesh said...

Huh! what you said is absolutely correct mate. If we say a joke, that's the end of the world, but they can say anything..and we should take it as joke..

I've come across so many idiots like that, when I get my chance I'll tell them to **$%@#*.

Saranya S said...

Awww,I wish I could go back to the childhood too. U don't have to justify everything you say and do to everyone around you. The great phase of life. What to do!
and, pls dont worry about it, things will get better as time goes. Misunderstandings from others are to to learn some patience and make ourselves strong and take as a good experience. For the other side, its to correct themselves soon after they find out their mistake.
Allow some time :) and be calm :)

Hemanth Potluri said...

@yamini

i am fine yaar...everything is fine with my friend too :)...loved my poem..actually its my feeling to become child :)..heheh...better i become one soon :)..

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@ANEESH

my god...dont be angry...there r people who behave like that and dont care them ...just let them pass...dont be angry...just be happy for wat we r and the life will be gr8 and rocking :)..

have a g8 weekend

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@saranya

thnks buddy :)..

welcome to the gang of wanaa be kidos :P...heheh..

yeh misunderstanding happens sometimes ...its quite natural ..now its fine back to noral being me :)...and the frnd called me up and everything is settled down :)..

urs..hemu..

have a gr8 weekend..

Solitaire said...

I wish we all could be innocent and child-like. :(

Hope the accident was not too bad!

Hemanth Potluri said...

@sneha

still not sleepin :P....

yeh wish is the only thing we can do :)...

no the accident was ok...came out of it :)...


urs..hemu..

k.ø.c.h.ü said...

Hi hi...i was searchin 4 a drug that would help u 2 grow big n u r tellin me u wanna grow younger...hmmm...? :-)

Vinz said...

we all wish the same thing, i guess....to go back to the days of innocence..!!

hope u are fine by now..!!

:)

Anonymous said...

loved ur poem...it rocked...one small typo...its glide not glid but it doesn't really make a gr8 difference...since i could feel it rather than just read it...

hope u feelin better hemmzy...it takes a while for even the viewer to recover after seeing an accident...so i guess the victim will take more time...

regarding ur friend...dont worry man she'll come ard...!! if she is ur true friend, then definitely she wiill realize ur worth as a friend and come back to u...!!

take care...no more accidents ok pal?? :)

joie de vivre said...

shut up stupid!!
u shud neve change..one shud accept u d way u r

n tc
kahi tere dimag pe toh asar nai hua na

Preeti said...

hey dude take life as it comes. it cannot always be smooth. Its fun to fight with close ones, imagine the moment when later you ll be laughing at your silliness together. If they are not ready to forgive and forget, they are not worth you :) simple :)

kiran sawhney said...

We all grow up and loose that innocent charm. But that is how life is.

Hemanth Potluri said...

@nithin ..


:P..heheh...

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@vinz..

i am doin good man...thnks re..:)..

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@vinay

:P...heheh..i dont care abt typos i am not goin to publish a book na :P...

urs..hemu..

Traveler said...

Same pinch....you also had an accident, and u r also safe like me. Well being safe is what counts ultimately. Don't worry misunderstanding do happen in friends. Things will fall in place and you both will laugh on this soon.

Hemanth Potluri said...

@neha

heheh...u scolded me..u to r tupid...tupid pellow..:P...

no yaar no problem to the brain its quite ok :)..

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@preeti

yes fightin is cool and yes its all bac to normal so we can cheer :)..

:)...

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@kiran


thnks buddy :)...

urs..hemu..

Hemanth Potluri said...

@brunda

dint see ur comment in between :p..heheh...yeh we both r fine..and yeh misunderstanding happens and fine its bac to normal again :)...hehe...

urs..hemu..

mitra said...

Hope you are doing fine now.Can see that..:)
Seems this accident had brought a new josh in you.;)
Just kidding. But be careful..